How can you attract a guy while
> He doesn't know who you are,where you're from...
> And he even doesn't care about those things
> You know who he is,where he's from,what he likes and what he doesn't. But it doesn't mean anything
> You think you know everything abt him,but in fact,that everything is just nothing
> You're good-looking,but not that beautiful
> And you have nothing special
> Also you donno how to do impressive things
> You haven't ever had a boyfriend before,that's mean you're not attactive to a man
> He's a kind of people who never cares much about strangers around him
> There's too much ppl around him,about millions of ppl and thousands of beautiful gurls
> You're not his style and even he's not your style
> You have really really nice personalities,but have no chance to show him
> The max number of chance you can meet him is 1,or even Zero
> There's nothing called miracle between you and him
> To you,he means something,but to him you mean nothing
> You know he's mayb in love with someone else
so,wat can you do?
And,what can I do
23.7.06
17.7.06
Mood : Relax
Song for today : You make me a better man
These recent days I listen to Five's songs again,that brings back a lot of memories :)
Actually my first band is BSB =D,but I think almost girls at that time also liked BSB,we don have much choice =D.Nick was HOT all the way and their songs were good,too
At that time I listened to US music alot ^^,all kinds,I don remember how many CDs I bought,but sure I bought A LOT ^^ ~
Let me see,I started listening to Five when I were 13 or 14.That's when I bought their live concert VCD by accident,at first I didn't even touch to the disc,and regreted buying the VCD for nothing +__+ ~ then I don remember why I watched the VCD and ...and... I were addicted to 5ive T__T. Abs and J's rap was icredible,epecially Abs,I love his rap sooooooo much -___- I don like J,don no why -_- mayb cause he has too much muscle =D =D And Sean + Rich are cute,too ^^ ~ But my fav member was SCOTT !!! Donno why I always like the boy seems to be the weakest in the band -________________- ,and the main vocal (That's also happens in Shinhwa,too. cause my fav is Hyesung +_____+). The first reason was ridiculous =D,I first like him cause he was the only guy who didn't have sweat in the concert,it sounds funny and unbeliveable,rite? =D ~ He didn't have sweat,Not at all -___- . Just imagine he performed through the concert,sang,danced,jumped,^*^*&^K and he didn't have sweat ~ I still don understand why he can be like that =D Anyway,I like Scott
But unlucky to me,Five broke up just after I started listening to their songs abt 1 or 2 months.At that time you should remember I didn't know anything abt Internet +___+ So I merely disconnect to them +_+
And now I listen to their songs again,and relize that their style is the similar style with Shinhwa's music.
And I also relize that when I like/love something/somebody,I'll like/love them forever.I don charge,at least in love ^^ When I choose someone/something I like,it will be my fav until the day I die =D I'm also not like somebody,today they like this tomorrow they like that,their tastes charge everyday.
I can bear this kind of ppl. Even it's just the fav idol for example,at first they like Boa,then they like Shinhwa,then they like Suju then...then..then ~~ haishh
You can call me faithful ;;) or .... conservative =D =D =D ~ I'm really WEIRD ^^
Song for today : You make me a better man
These recent days I listen to Five's songs again,that brings back a lot of memories :)
Actually my first band is BSB =D,but I think almost girls at that time also liked BSB,we don have much choice =D.Nick was HOT all the way and their songs were good,too
At that time I listened to US music alot ^^,all kinds,I don remember how many CDs I bought,but sure I bought A LOT ^^ ~
Let me see,I started listening to Five when I were 13 or 14.That's when I bought their live concert VCD by accident,at first I didn't even touch to the disc,and regreted buying the VCD for nothing +__+ ~ then I don remember why I watched the VCD and ...and... I were addicted to 5ive T__T. Abs and J's rap was icredible,epecially Abs,I love his rap sooooooo much -___- I don like J,don no why -_- mayb cause he has too much muscle =D =D And Sean + Rich are cute,too ^^ ~ But my fav member was SCOTT !!! Donno why I always like the boy seems to be the weakest in the band -________________- ,and the main vocal (That's also happens in Shinhwa,too. cause my fav is Hyesung +_____+). The first reason was ridiculous =D,I first like him cause he was the only guy who didn't have sweat in the concert,it sounds funny and unbeliveable,rite? =D ~ He didn't have sweat,Not at all -___- . Just imagine he performed through the concert,sang,danced,jumped,^*^*&^K and he didn't have sweat ~ I still don understand why he can be like that =D Anyway,I like Scott
But unlucky to me,Five broke up just after I started listening to their songs abt 1 or 2 months.At that time you should remember I didn't know anything abt Internet +___+ So I merely disconnect to them +_+
And now I listen to their songs again,and relize that their style is the similar style with Shinhwa's music.
And I also relize that when I like/love something/somebody,I'll like/love them forever.I don charge,at least in love ^^ When I choose someone/something I like,it will be my fav until the day I die =D I'm also not like somebody,today they like this tomorrow they like that,their tastes charge everyday.
I can bear this kind of ppl. Even it's just the fav idol for example,at first they like Boa,then they like Shinhwa,then they like Suju then...then..then ~~ haishh
You can call me faithful ;;) or .... conservative =D =D =D ~ I'm really WEIRD ^^
16.7.06
Somtimes you just wanna keep something forever,sometimes you just want a moment not to go away,sometimes you just wannt time not to elapse,sometimes you just want everything to be like the first time
but
nothing is forever,and time will never come back
as you and me,we charge everyday
as everything,it charges every second
And when we relize,nothing is like itself yesterday
This year is a really really weird year to me
I charged alot
and everything around me charged a lot,too
saying goodbye to something is never easy,saying goodbye to somebody is even harder
it's always hurt,and tears always fall down
but what can we do? nothing is everlasting,and everthing has its ending
We're hurt,but we have to face it
I don want to cry,I just want to be strong and hope someday it'll come bak to me . Cause at last,we still have to live,right?
So don cry babe,nothing is forever but love can't charge,rite? Just keep it deep inside our hearts,and someday when we meet again,love's still be as the first day
No babe no more cry
14.7.06
Mood: Bored
Song for today : "State of the art" album
I now promise to myself that I MUST earn a lot of money when I get older. I hate ppl who always say money is nothing.To me,money is one of the most important things in this world,sometimes it even takes the first spot in my list =D
I always need money =___-. My family is not poor,not at all ^^. But mayb it's not enough to me. Of course I don request my parents to provide me a lot lot lot of money,i'm good enough to not do these things ^^ . And I understand the meaning of money
Just sometimes when I look around,seeing ppl spend a lot of money in many things,buying all the stuffs that I want too,doing a couple of interesting things.
That's make me jealous,but don worry, just a little :),i'm not that kind of ppl.
The thought always pops up in my mind when I see ppl like this that : I HAVE TO EARN A LOT OF MONEY. At least enough for me to do everything I want :)
I want to buy a lot of thing,I want that when I need something I can buy it at once. I also want to go around the world.. I want my son and my daughter can have everything they want. I want my own future family can live a comfort life .
And hope that I'll marry a man who can earn money :)
And hey,by the way,today one of my old friend phoned me !~ We're close :) ~ but now when we talk,i don feel comfortable -___-. There's something really odd and weird between us.
She phoned me right? Means she cares abt me right? So what's wrong with her? Haissh,that's also happened with any old friend. Sometimes I wonder whether they understand me or not +_+.
Or I charged a lot so now my old friends can't understand me clearly ~! I must say I've charged alot since I learnt in high school. I'm now more talktive than ever,and I can say I talk well,means ppl's not bored when talking to me -_____- ~ Aigooo~ really really odd
My old friends also told me that almost of my friends now have boy/girlfriend already. That's make me o____0 Ack,so yes,i'm now 18,is it really necessery for me to have a boyfriend?
Frankly,I don want to have a bf right now.I must say I haven't prepared for that yet,not at all.
I always complain or pretend to be sad when seeing my friends have their boyfriends. But I REALLY DON'T care abt this thing.
I mean I'm still really childish. I don't want now there's a man/boy can touch or kiss (-_-) or do all the similar stuffs to me -__- ~ And am I happy now? Yes,of course :)
And the second thing is I always think I'm that kind of ppl who's serious in LOVE. I don't say LOVE or LIKE easily ~ I also don need a boyfriend-who-I-can-break-up-at-anytime-and-find-someone-else ~ I never believe in student-love :) Mayb you don agree but..it's just my opinion.
Ok,I know mayb I'm a poor girl who never can feel the meaning of student-love,i'm a poor girl who's now 18 yr olds but never received a gift from a bf in Valentine. But you know what? I don care -__-,trust me,i don care at all +_+
Aigo ooo~
My mother said plz be patient,love is something biggest in our lifetime. And oneday it'll come to you,late or early. My mother just likes me =D,she hadn't had bf until she was 21. And that's the only one man :) who now is my appa =D. And I must say she's really really happy now
I like Dob now :) ~ And i belive if I keep trying,"like" can bcome "love" ~ Who knows? Love always surprises us ^^
Haishh,but now I'm 18,and there's alot of thing I must do,I want to do,I need to do :)
Someday,I'll find my true love
Song for today : "State of the art" album
I now promise to myself that I MUST earn a lot of money when I get older. I hate ppl who always say money is nothing.To me,money is one of the most important things in this world,sometimes it even takes the first spot in my list =D
I always need money =___-. My family is not poor,not at all ^^. But mayb it's not enough to me. Of course I don request my parents to provide me a lot lot lot of money,i'm good enough to not do these things ^^ . And I understand the meaning of money
Just sometimes when I look around,seeing ppl spend a lot of money in many things,buying all the stuffs that I want too,doing a couple of interesting things.
That's make me jealous,but don worry, just a little :),i'm not that kind of ppl.
The thought always pops up in my mind when I see ppl like this that : I HAVE TO EARN A LOT OF MONEY. At least enough for me to do everything I want :)
I want to buy a lot of thing,I want that when I need something I can buy it at once. I also want to go around the world.. I want my son and my daughter can have everything they want. I want my own future family can live a comfort life .
And hope that I'll marry a man who can earn money :)
And hey,by the way,today one of my old friend phoned me !~ We're close :) ~ but now when we talk,i don feel comfortable -___-. There's something really odd and weird between us.
She phoned me right? Means she cares abt me right? So what's wrong with her? Haissh,that's also happened with any old friend. Sometimes I wonder whether they understand me or not +_+.
Or I charged a lot so now my old friends can't understand me clearly ~! I must say I've charged alot since I learnt in high school. I'm now more talktive than ever,and I can say I talk well,means ppl's not bored when talking to me -_____- ~ Aigooo~ really really odd
My old friends also told me that almost of my friends now have boy/girlfriend already. That's make me o____0 Ack,so yes,i'm now 18,is it really necessery for me to have a boyfriend?
Frankly,I don want to have a bf right now.I must say I haven't prepared for that yet,not at all.
I always complain or pretend to be sad when seeing my friends have their boyfriends. But I REALLY DON'T care abt this thing.
I mean I'm still really childish. I don't want now there's a man/boy can touch or kiss (-_-) or do all the similar stuffs to me -__- ~ And am I happy now? Yes,of course :)
And the second thing is I always think I'm that kind of ppl who's serious in LOVE. I don't say LOVE or LIKE easily ~ I also don need a boyfriend-who-I-can-break-up-at-anytime-and-find-someone-else ~ I never believe in student-love :) Mayb you don agree but..it's just my opinion.
Ok,I know mayb I'm a poor girl who never can feel the meaning of student-love,i'm a poor girl who's now 18 yr olds but never received a gift from a bf in Valentine. But you know what? I don care -__-,trust me,i don care at all +_+
Aigo ooo~
My mother said plz be patient,love is something biggest in our lifetime. And oneday it'll come to you,late or early. My mother just likes me =D,she hadn't had bf until she was 21. And that's the only one man :) who now is my appa =D. And I must say she's really really happy now
I like Dob now :) ~ And i belive if I keep trying,"like" can bcome "love" ~ Who knows? Love always surprises us ^^
Haishh,but now I'm 18,and there's alot of thing I must do,I want to do,I need to do :)
Someday,I'll find my true love
13.7.06
Mood : Happy
Song for today : no song for today -__-
The more I live in this world,the more easily I'm addicted to a guy
This time is Hyun Bin,omg T_T He's actually not my type. At least his face is not my favourite,ouch,but his Samshik is just damn good,he has something that's very simple but attactive. When he smiles,he looks really ugly,I mean,not really but he looks worse compare to when he's cold ^^. I told you my man MUST have nice smile,if i don say beautiful smile ^^
Anyway,he's just 24,aish,that's make me crazy +_+ ~ Aigooo,he seemd to be really nice,the thing that I saw in Andy now I see in him,something really pure and a little inoccent :) . For example,Joo Ji Hun is OBVIOUSLY my type,he looks really really cute,but I don find him inoccent or pure,even with Hyesung :). And it's almost the same to every Korean celebraties ,they can look HOT,CUTE,LOVEABLE and %^&%&^HJH778 but I don think them pure or something
But Andy baby,and now Hyun Bin babe :)
The funny thing is his partner in MNIKSS_ Sam Soon is somehow really like me ^^. She's REALLY different from any character I've ever seen in Korean dramas.
She looks chubby ^^,and I adore her :)
Sam Soonie and Samshikie ~ahhhhhhhhhhh,how cute they are -_______-. I told my friend that if I have to marry at 30 years old but with a guy like Hyun Bin,I'll still agree with no doubt =D ~ stupid me T_T
I'm such a bad girl :( , I promised to myself that I must not fall in any guy except Dobie +_+... but ...but.. c'mon you think how old I am ~ I'm a teeneger +_+ ~ And although I'm 18 but I'm still really childish +_+. No boyfriend or something like that -____-
Ok,I know Binnie is just....just... I'll forget him,like Shin Goon ^^
But why Dob always make me forget him...although he's always my number one -__-
Song for today : no song for today -__-
The more I live in this world,the more easily I'm addicted to a guy
This time is Hyun Bin,omg T_T He's actually not my type. At least his face is not my favourite,ouch,but his Samshik is just damn good,he has something that's very simple but attactive. When he smiles,he looks really ugly,I mean,not really but he looks worse compare to when he's cold ^^. I told you my man MUST have nice smile,if i don say beautiful smile ^^
Anyway,he's just 24,aish,that's make me crazy +_+ ~ Aigooo,he seemd to be really nice,the thing that I saw in Andy now I see in him,something really pure and a little inoccent :) . For example,Joo Ji Hun is OBVIOUSLY my type,he looks really really cute,but I don find him inoccent or pure,even with Hyesung :). And it's almost the same to every Korean celebraties ,they can look HOT,CUTE,LOVEABLE and %^&%&^HJH778 but I don think them pure or something
But Andy baby,and now Hyun Bin babe :)
The funny thing is his partner in MNIKSS_ Sam Soon is somehow really like me ^^. She's REALLY different from any character I've ever seen in Korean dramas.
She looks chubby ^^,and I adore her :)
Sam Soonie and Samshikie ~ahhhhhhhhhhh,how cute they are -_______-. I told my friend that if I have to marry at 30 years old but with a guy like Hyun Bin,I'll still agree with no doubt =D ~ stupid me T_T
I'm such a bad girl :( , I promised to myself that I must not fall in any guy except Dobie +_+... but ...but.. c'mon you think how old I am ~ I'm a teeneger +_+ ~ And although I'm 18 but I'm still really childish +_+. No boyfriend or something like that -____-
Ok,I know Binnie is just....just... I'll forget him,like Shin Goon ^^
But why Dob always make me forget him...although he's always my number one -__-
10.7.06
(this pic is done by me ^^,you touch you die,got it =D)ITALY WON ! ITALY WON ! ITALY WON ! ITALY WON !! MAMA MIA!!!!
THANKS BUFFON FOR BEING A GREAT GOALKEEPER!!!
THANKS CANNAVARO FOR BEING A GREAT CAPTAIN ~ A CUTIE ~ A HOTTIE !! ^^
THANKS GROSSO FOR HIS MIRACULOUS GOAL !!
THANKS MATERAZZI FOR REPLACING NESTA PERFECTLY!!!
THANKS PIRLO FOR NOT ONLY BEING A EXCELLENT LEADER OF AC MILAN ANYMORE,NOW HE'S AlSO THE LEADER OF ITALY!!!
THANKS TOTTI FOR NOT BEING A CHILD ANY LONGER!!!!
THANKS GATTUTSO FOR FIGHTING LIKE A FIGHTER!!!!
THANKS ZAMBROTTA,THANKS TONI,THANKS INZAGHI !! THANKS CAMONARESI !!!
BIG THANK TO MY MARCELLO LIPPI FOR HIS WONDERFUL TALENT
THANKS MY ITALY ! THANKS FOR KEEPING TRYING TO THE END !!! THANKS ALL THEIR HARD WORK DESPITE OF MANY AND MANY DIFFICULTIES !!
FORZA ITALY !!!
ITALY RULES THIS YEAR !!! <33333333333333333333333 Also thanks Zidane for his stupid act ^^ ~ Thanks Trezeguet for his stupid penalty =D
