Mood : Bored

Song for today : 7th Chapter Of The Night _ jaychou

Long time no update,rare thing cause I'm so idle nowaday.It will not last any longer,but still now,I'm idle.

Perharps cause my mind is blank and my life is so damn boring.Nothing much to say,nothing much to write. Everything's just spinning around like a mess in my poor head,I can't think abt something clearly

Hope I'll have much more things to do next time,new school,new Korean class and some new random classes =D Feel a little bit better cause yest I finally found something.Just 2 years and everything will charge.I'll stay here,be patient and wait for my chance.Once it comes to me,I'll take it.No doubt for hell sure

I've cried a lot recently.There's no main reason for that.I just cry when I want to cry.Tears just fall and I can't help it. But don worry,I'm always the happiest person in this world.In fact,it's sure not like that =D but I still think I'm a happy girl,always smile .I cry then laugh. I've never been so depressed for a long time although how hard the situation is. Support myself is my strength

Bsh,I made a stupid entry again. Nothing meaningful.But as I said,my mind is blank and my brain is frozed.Just want to go here and write something

Haishhhh,but again as I said,I always smile you should remember that.My life is 'yak' but I will always be happy for myself.It's my strength I tell you again

"Love Is A Matter Of Distance"

Love is a matter of difference

Between you and me

Love is a matter of distance

That you are too far away

Love is a matter of growing

And knowing true feelings

Love is a matter of showing

That you are so far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find

I can't let you stay

The love is a matter of difference

You are too far away

Love is a matter of input,Outlook, deep inside

Love is to know you're on my side

That you are so far away

If love is a matter of distance

You are too far away

He've chatted with one of my friends ^^ he's now in the same position with me +__+ But after chatting,I feel so much better ~ It's not like "Ahhaaah,he's now as poor as me,so I don have to scare of anything wowow ~~ " It just like,hmm,I think it's not bad afterall,and as I said,there's 2 two sides of a story.Who knows right? Mayb life will give me more chances.Life will be beautiful if you see it at its beautiful side. Smiles make you happy and help your life be longer ~ puhahaha ^^
Psh,so NO new computer +_+ I just..just ..%&^%&^GJG&*^*& FU** !!! Ok,it's better if I don think abt that anymore,or I'll be pissed off ~~ yackkk ~~!!
I have a question in my head right now,too +_= .

Do I HAVE to own a boyfriend?

+__+
Do I? Do I ?
So.. now,yes,one of my friends who never cared abt love now has a boyfriend and LIKE a guy ~ One of my childish friends said that she has his TRUE boyfriend +___= And yest I read that a 16-year-old girl already had 3 ex +___+
So...I'm confused now +__+ To tell you the truth,I REALLY don need a boyfriend,I mean,I've not prepared for it.And plus,I DON like teeneger boys "psh" +__+ I like a guy who at least 4 years older than me +__+ My odd style +___+

So

What I'm gonna do now +___+ But whatever,I still don need a boyfriend T___T NOW T__T Grr I mean I said I like Dob,and I still now : So I don care if I have a bf or not ~ C'mon,I'm just 18 +__+ Too young for a serious relationship ~ I mean SERIOUS >,<
I think I should get this bull shit question out of head +__+ I need to STUDY -_____- I'm a patient girl : Let's see who will be a happy girl afterall ^_____~
Anyway,I've watched the performance of Sun min and Hyesung ~ I don really like it +___+ I think cause I've never been in love with K-ballad +___+ I just LIKE,but LOVE?? errr,no +___+ And puhahaha,many Shinhwa fans (not only Hyesung's fans ^^) don like her ^^ They just like " She's pretty,her voice is great but err,I still don like her" puhahah,such naughty girls b-)
But I must say,I REALLY LIKE her :) Omg,she's cute :x. And I like her style :x ~ And she with Hyesung is just too cute and lovely -____- I mean I'm alright if Hyesung has something with her *___~ Sun Min fighting !!! ^^

yak,I reread the entry,omfg,I wrote randomly again +___+ And all the thing I wrote is truely A MESS +___+ What did I write? What did I think?? I must be crazy @__@ What can I do now?? I now even can't write a good entry in my blog !___! Poor stupid me T___T Mayb cause my head is blank now ~ And I can't edit the Shinhwa's entry +___+
Okay,out +___= *What abt take some medicine?? Will it make my brain better?? +_+"

AND YES,OMG,MINWOO,BE STRONG !!!! CARE MORE ABT YOUR HEALTH ABIT !! >,<