29.8.06


Just go here to annouce something =D
> First : New skin. I spent this whole morning to find a classic skin,but failed -__- ~ Anyway,I think this skin is cool as hell muahah,the pic is cute and the style is cool . I charged a bit but not much.The size of the text seems to be small but I think it fits the skin perfectly.If I make it bigger,it will look a little weird ^^
> Second : I deleted abt 20 old entries in my blog,and I think it will still continue =D ~ I reread all of them and find them really stupid,random,short and priceless.Plus,I think I hate to read abt the past,just want to forget all things abt it
So now my blog becomes a real mess ~ Anyway,I'm too tired to fix all of them,so I think I'll let it be like that =D Suck =D
Okay,in future,I'll make myself busy,you know,study and stuffs.But I think I'll update frequently.This time,all the entries will longer =D and meaningful.I found almost of my previous entries were so ridiculous and did nothing ~ I wrote as if I were a princess with all the dramas "Ewwww"
Hmm,think I'll stop here.Will be back soon and update the Shinhwa special entry =D =D ( an rarely meaningful entry puhahah)

21.8.06


Mood : Relax,a little happy
Song for today : Some old songs =D
When I'm bored,I think abt Shinhwa.When I cry,I listen to Shinhwa's songs.When I'm upset,I watch Shinhwa's clips ~ You know what? Even if I know that I'll definitely never meet Shinhwa ("meet" here may just mean "watch_them_from_a_long_distance"),I always know they're important to me.And when I say "forever",I MEAN it. And when I get older and older,have my own family and no longer hook on music,Shinhwa's still important to me.
They're of course not the things like "love of my life" as someone said,but they're a good part of my life.They're my idols,and will forever be.They're my supports,and nothing can charge it :)


>> Some random things abt SHINHWA :
1. First clip : I say Young gunz.At that time,I didn't know anything abt Kpop,and I have to admit,at that time I HATED Kpop,even I had never listened to Kpop before.
So I watched YG clip by chance,I found it really catchy and ... hmm. I donno,it has smth which I had never found in USUK music.I remember I wrote the title of the song in my notebook : "Young gunz by Shinwa" muhaha,bad me :) . Of course I didn't know who the hell Shinhwa is,too -____- Anyway,Young gunz is always my most fav song.The clip is perfect,I simply love it

2. First member : Lee Minwoo.I saw a clip of a singer called "M" =D,it was "Just one night",I didn't really love it,but liked it,and the singer is super hot 0____o. Yes,I knew "M" first,then I knew Shinhwa,then at last I knew "M" is a member of Shinhwa =D =D Stupid me.

3. First CD : It's really not a CD,I borrowed a VCD of Se7en.And my friend bought it from China =D,and of course it sucked =D =D =D, it also included a VCD of Shinhwa.
It had a couple of old songs =D and in those clips I must say they're look funny more than hot,their images were so odd and o________0,so that's why I say I love Shinhwa at first bcause of their music,not their look,not because they're handsome and hot like hell.Their music fits my style,I donno,but I just love their songs.

4. First liveshow : Their 2nd liveshow in 2003.And among all their liveshows,I still love it the most.The concert is perfect in my opinion.

5. Fav CD: Vol6 :)

6. Fav member : This is a longgggggg story =D At first it's M ! Why? Cause you already knew it,I knew M before Shinhwa =D I remember when I watched their 2003 concert,I only found Minwoo in the stage =D =D But it was also the time when I found Hyesung =D Until now,Hyesung's my fav member in the longgest time.And because it's sooo long like this,I now still have a habit that focus him when watching Shinhwa's clips =D =D First,cause he fits my style,powerful vocal _ the most important reason.Puhahah,I remember at the time when I knew only and only Minwoo,I felt soooo annoy when HS sang the most in a songs,and so always took the most screens =D =D.Hmm,and then I donno why I like him.Just ... like,you never answer exactly why you like/dislike a person ^^.Ahhhhh,mayb cause he doesn't like take off his shirt and show his muscle like the others =D =D so random =D =D
I can say now my fav mem is Dongwan ^^ I NEVER like him much,but he grows in me :) I can say he's most gorgerous man in this world while wearing earring =D =D =D random again =D =D And again,I donno why I like him ^____^
Besides,I can't forget Junjin ^^ He's NEVER been my most fav member,but always takes the 2nd spot.It was like : 1.Minwoo,2.Junjin and then 1.Hyesung,2.Junjin,now is 1.Dongwan,2.Junjin =D =D =D He has a perfect look,and the cutest smile in this world.If he can sing better,I'll love him the most with no doubt.It's not that he sings bad,but cause in a group with 6 members,with Hyesung always sings the most and Eric raps the most,Junjin doesn't have a big part in a song.I know he's derserved much more than he has now.But oneday,he will.And the last thind I have to say : I NEVER NEVER CAN HATE Junjin =D =D
Minwoo will also be my fav member if he doesn't usually show off his body in stage +__+ I know you think he's hot,but I just ... don like it +_+ I was like "errrr" +_+

7. One who I respect the most : Definitely Minwoo.He's better than anyone else in Shinhwa.I swear

8. Time I cried bcause of Shinhwa : Mayb when I watched Guerilla concert,I cried so hard,and I know there's no Shinhwa's fan doesn't cry when watching this clip ^^ ~ It's touching.
The last time was when I watched Busan concert,and I must say this time is longer than any time I cried bcause of Shinhwa =D =D Hmm,the concert lasts abt more than 2 hours,and most of the time I cried =D =D =D

9. Fav couple : Jinsyung of course,they're too cute when being together ~___~ I don like Minjin,and I hate Ricsyung +_+ ~ First,I don like Minwoo with another man +___+ puhahaha +__+ ~ and second I don find the couple Ricsyung cute +__= Somehow I find it odd !_! ~ Couple here is not man_like_man =D =D =D Just when they act so close to each other,it's extremely cute ^^.I say Jin's really close with Minwoo,and actually Hyesung's personality is quite different from Junjin's,but they have smth that makes them close and even more than close ^^ ~ I love Jinsyung xD
The second goes to Woodong or Minwan =D =D Why? Mayb cause they nearly have the same heighth?? =D =D
10.10 edit : Ok,I admit,my no1 now is Woodong T.T,sorry Jinsyung but I'm soooo addicted to Woodong nowaday T.T I can't have it T.T Sorry Minwoo,too T.T Cause I said I don want you with a guy T_T but err,I can't have it T.T
Woodong is not Too Real like Jinsyung (ok,ok,Jinsyung is Always the Realest puhahaha =D =D =D) and even Minjin ~ But wat can I do? T.T I'm in Woodong mode ~ T.T Woodong sounds so cute doesn't it? T.T
Okay,my fav couple in Shinhwa : WOODONG T.T

10.Which member would make the best husband? (man,this thing is super random again =D =D): I donno xD Mayb we just wait until they get married and then ask their wives how their husbands are xD ~ Hmm,If I can choose,I will choose Dongwan =D Not just bcause he's my fav member =D ~
Hyesung : I think his style fits me ^___^ But...but..somehow I think I'm too active to him ~ muhahah ~ I mean I'm young and I love always being cheerful,yes,I love silence and sometimes want to be alone,but at last I'm still too childish to him and he's too classic to me =D =D
Minwoo : He's perfect and I'm scared of perfect persons =D
Junjin : I'll NEVER NEVER marry a man like him puhahaha,don think I hate him,just bcause his personality doesn't fit me at all ^^
Eric : errr,no comment ><
Andy : He'll take care of me or I'll take care of him?? puhahah ~ I can't imagine him as a husband +_+ He's just ..too.. +_+
Dongwan : He makes me feel comfortable and that's all ^^
11. Things I can learn from Shinhwa :
-- Andy : He's the cutest isn't he ^^ I mean he's 25 now and he's still soooo cute?? How can I be like that?? I mean when I'm 25 I'm sure like hell a oldddd lady xD I want to be young and cute forever *pout* T__T
-- Dongwan : He's great when it comes to make friends and handle with strangers =D I must say I'm sooooooo bad at it +__+ I want to be always comfortable with everybody like him T_T Sometimes it's just too hard for me to even Talk with a person whom I know not much ~ Besides,I want to be friendly like him ~ Honestly,I sometimes don like to talk with ppl whom I think is much worse than me ~ T__T Ya,I'm sooo bad. I say friends are very important in our life,even if they're best friends or just friends whom you met 2 or 3 times. They can help us A LOT;the more ppl you know,the more easily you pass all your difficulties or troubles in your life ~~
-- Eric : He's mature and careful in everything,know how to do thing well ~ He always know what to do and what not. I have a feeling that he's a very clever man,always solve all the problems in the right way. You guess why woman love him sooo much?? =D
He's totally different from me T___T Me such a silly kid T__T
-- Hyesung : Hmm,err,nothing?? =D =D Even he doesn't show it ,all other members always say he's the nicest ??!! I donno,I guess he's type of person who treats you really really well if he really knows you or see you as his friend ~ He's polite and kind ~ PPl can't REALLY know much abt him,but they like him and love him =D I want to be that kind of person,too ~ Never show off but still ppl know how kind and good you are ^^
-- Junjin : He LOVES his father ~~ That's a thing I NEVER can do T__T Why? Why? Why I and my father always argue in everything?? We can't even talk in 15 minutes !! o____o;;
-- Minwoo : He's PERFECT,seriously T_T I mean of course there's no such kind of perfect person but in all big fields of a man,he's too good. He can do anything he wants. Seriously,I'm a little scared of a person like him ~ I mean he's always higher than anyone around him ~ He always likes a bee,working non stop ~ Do you know wat he does in his free time?? He'll find a work to do !!!! ~____~" I donno who can be his girlfriend/wife,bcause seriously,he deserves a bestest woman ~ who can treat him well and tell him plzzzzz take a little rest T_T










19.8.06


Happy Jinjin's birthday,wish you all the best things in this world ~ Just smile,cause your cutest smile can make the day brighter :)

18.8.06


Although I don want to be jealous,but yes,I'm jealous
Although I pretend not to be jealous,but yes,I'm jealous
Although I try not to be jealous,but yes again,I'm jealous
And the truth is I'm jealous.I swear I REALLY don want to be a jealous gurl,me feel sorry for myself


Ahhhhhhhhh~ I want to study more than ever ,yes,study study study ~ I need to be busy,need to have something to do,need smth to think abt,need smth to care abt
Happy or not,I still want to attend my new University NOW ! I hate my right now life,it's full of bore and stress and even sadness ~ Me hate myself right now ! Me hate the damn slow pace like this ! Me hate yesterday today and tomorrow,cause today is the same with today,and there's no difference between today and tomorrow
And plus,ya,truth,that's plus.I swear it makes me much more upset. What's the hell wrong with my life??? Why all the bad things always come to me at the same time??? I feel I can't take it anymore,and yes,I can't take it anymore
I just want to STUDY,and busy with all those stuffs,and not waste my time doing this and that,and stop thinking abt all those dissapointed things,and yes,I want to feel that my everyday is meaningful
I'm full of passion,yes,I'll never give up,yes,but what can i do when I have nothing to do??? ME HATE IT

One month,just one month,be patient,dear myself

3.8.06


10 reasons Why you shouldn't marry one of Shinhwa boys

1. You'll be loved by a hotie,but will be hated by thoundsands of ppl =D. Especially with the crazy fans like Korean fans.Of course they're devoted fans,and they will happy when their idols happy,but know what? You will still have a lot of antis =D
2. Now you're a star's lover. And that's mean you have to fit him.That's mean you HAVE to be beautiful,nice,loveable,everything you do HAVE to be perfect.Shortly,you now HAVE to be as nice as your lover (Shinhwa's boys =D). Moreover,you will be compared with other famous celebs who of course you're not as beautiful as them ^^
3. You're now famous. Everything abt you (especially BAD things) will be everywhere (most in internet ^^) . And your life will charge forever ^^
4. They're Shinhwa boys,that's doesn't mean they're perfect. Besides,cause they're celebs,they're definitely different from other boys,may b good may b bad.And your mission is to handle all those odd personalities.Otherwise,they will have many many problems that you've never encoutered before,now you have to face them and help your lover solve those problems
5. They're stars,super stars.And they're the persons of public. 80% of their time is for work,10% for their families,10% for themselves . So where's their time for You? =D
6. At last,you're still human,you will get mistakes,sometimes you will mad,tired,stress.But the thing is : You don have to express your bad mood,at least in the public.
7. If you have something bad with Shinhwa boys,or you break up with them,the mistake is of course yours,everything is your fault. And although you're sad or not,you will be called "stupid girl" cause : How dare a girl like you can break up with a perfect man???
8. Shinhwa boys are celebs. And there's hundreds of beautiful girls/woman around them. You can believe they're fairthful (if not it will be worse =D),but who knows right? You have to know that there are many many woman want them to be their man,too ^^ You can stop your lover not to love other woman,but you can't stop other woman seduce your lover =D.
9. And you're woman,and as "6" said,you're human.And you definitely know how to jealous =D. You HAVE to bear your lover go to the places where there are alot of attractive woman. You HAVE to see your lover love or embrace or kiss or even (^(^*^GJ^ another woman. And you have to know that : Even if you're jealous,you shouldn't show it ^^,cause Shinhwa's boys have enough trouble to solve
10. And the last thing,you love a celeb. Now you're special,you love someone who's special too. You'll meet many things special,you'll meet many special persons. And you know,not everybody was born to be special. And right now,if you intend to marry a Shinhwa boy,mean you accept the thing that your life will be special ('special' doesn't mean 'good' ^^),first thing to do is make up your mind,well-prepare and be ready to be a special person ^^

If there's 100 reasons why you want to be a Shinhwa boy's lover,there's also 100 reasons why you not. I told you life is weird,you can't say this thing is bad or good if you don't once try it. There're two sides of a story ^^
And ahahaha,but the most important thing is How you will do to make Shinhwa boy love you ,right?
It's just the random thing I think when I'm bored and decide to post here :)
And if you ask ,I will say I was born not be special =D

2.8.06


So you think you're slick huh playing little games
Baby its all the same it's all the same, that doesn't work with me
Why don't say what you got to say
You couldn't pick up? My phone call
Did you just turn it off for a while?
What is the truth?
Looking here and there, isn't it too much
The more you do it, the more awkward it appears to be


Why the heck are you doing this?
Why are you doing this?
Did you lose interest?I'm tired now.
To my heart why, (are you causing so much pain)
Really, why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
You are everything to me
BabyWhat shall I do for U!?
*Can U tell Me sorry? Baby Sorry!


That one word meant for me Is it that hard?
Look at me!
Can U tell Me sorry? Baby Sorry!
Were you like this in places when I wasn't around...
I'd rather hear you complain that you lost interest than saying there was no choice in the matter
Talk to me, this your last chance boo.
Dragging it on will only waste time (hey boo)
Why you tryin' to be like dat? There is no evidence so I cannot get to you.
One of the two must be chosen eventually Is it me? Or Him?
(Tell me) Who you gonn' take?About that night...do you not remember anything?
You who became really drunk infront of my friends
You who fainted as you walked outside for a moment
Why is someone else but me comforting you?

Why the heck are you doing this?
Why are you doing this? Say something!I'm tired now.
To my heart why, (are you causing so much pain)
Really, why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
You are everything to me
BabyWhat shall I do for U!?

What do I have to do to put you back in place? Let me know.
How the front and back dont' match and my heart burns
Is it fun for you that I'm having a hard time? Happy?
I feel like I'm going crazy
I just cannot understand. I
f you have something to say, don't twist your words around and say it.

Why the heck are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
Why is it me?
Now do what you want, the way you want (the way you want) (Fine, have it your way )
I no longer want to be in your heart

BabyWhat shall I do for U!?Please tell him thank U?
Baby thank U!
Just pass this one word onto him
Thanks a lot.
This time to Say Good bye
Never tell Me sorry?
Baby Sorry!
I'm now at peace in a place without you
Thank U !


OMG I soooooooooo adore the lyric =D ~
I'm so sick of love songs,so sad and slow =D,so tired of tears ..




Ahhhhhh,I'm die of waiting T_____T