Although I don want to be jealous,but yes,I'm jealous
Although I pretend not to be jealous,but yes,I'm jealous
Although I try not to be jealous,but yes again,I'm jealous
And the truth is I'm jealous.I swear I REALLY don want to be a jealous gurl,me feel sorry for myself


Ahhhhhhhhh~ I want to study more than ever ,yes,study study study ~ I need to be busy,need to have something to do,need smth to think abt,need smth to care abt
Happy or not,I still want to attend my new University NOW ! I hate my right now life,it's full of bore and stress and even sadness ~ Me hate myself right now ! Me hate the damn slow pace like this ! Me hate yesterday today and tomorrow,cause today is the same with today,and there's no difference between today and tomorrow
And plus,ya,truth,that's plus.I swear it makes me much more upset. What's the hell wrong with my life??? Why all the bad things always come to me at the same time??? I feel I can't take it anymore,and yes,I can't take it anymore
I just want to STUDY,and busy with all those stuffs,and not waste my time doing this and that,and stop thinking abt all those dissapointed things,and yes,I want to feel that my everyday is meaningful
I'm full of passion,yes,I'll never give up,yes,but what can i do when I have nothing to do??? ME HATE IT

One month,just one month,be patient,dear myself