UNFORGETTABLE CHRISTMAS

It was the most beautiful Xmas I've ever had.With all my bestest friends.
I love ya all my precious gurls <333

It seems like sometimes you just realize you're nothing in this world. You think you're good,but then there's someone better than you,and another's much more better than you.Haisshh,here I go again talking nonsense .... It's better if I just shut up -__-;

Today I found a community which provides a lot of surveys in Livejournal :x ~ HAHAHA I copied some of them and will finish ALL after the exams HAHAHAHA I lurveeeee to fill out random surveys,although sometimes it's just answering same questions over again and again =D I have 7 saved in Word already HAHAHA,will answer and post one by one later xD

Today I take a LOVE survey HAHAHA,me the one who've never had a bf before =D
Here we go ! xD

Is there someone who you like at the moment?: Like? Then yes HAHAHA I DO like SOMEONE at the moment xD

Have you ever given or been given roses?: No. *feel ridiculously pathetic* HAHAHA

What is your all time favorite romance movie?: "The note book" I guess :)

Are most high school kids infatuated or in love?: No XD

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?: Yes.I do :) Always.

Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?: Hmm,yes,I think so. But it's Love we're talking about,who knows for sure? =D

Have you ever had your heart broken?: No.Luckily.

What do you think about long-distance relationships?: It depends. It's not the long-distance here,it's the 2 people of the relationship.

Your thoughts on online relationships?: I personally don believe in this kind of relationship.I mean making friends online is O.k,but when it comes to Love.. Anyway,some couples around me come from Yahoo!Messenger =D,and I think their relationship are as good as other regular couples ~ Oh well whatever ~~!~ HAHAHA

Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?: Five years OLDER ! I don mind if he's even 9 years older than me HAHAHA

Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?: Hmm.No!

Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?: Oh God I dunno HAHAHA ~ But I guess even a cheater will have a right person for him/her +___+

How many kids do you want to have?: 2.A son AND a daughter.But I don mind if I have 2 sons HAHAHAHA

Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl or the right guy/girl?: Wrong ones HAHAHAHA

What is your favorite color?: I love bright colors xD But if I have to choose just one,then ORANGE ! xD

What are your views on gay marriages?: There's nothing wrong if they love each other,but I have to admit I'll feel uncomfortable when there's a gay couple around. -__-;

Have you ever broken someone's heart?: No HAHAHA

Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?: I'm not the kind who follows the person I like HAHAHA

Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry?: Oh God No HAHAHAHA I would like to save money for my coffin than for marrying HAHAHA

Do you think remarriage is betrayal?: No.Not at all

At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same sex?: Don remember.It just comes.. :)

What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?: Canon :x

Who was your FIRST love?: No.I've not had my first love yet.HAHA it's pathetic yet true -__-; I don think I really/truly loved someone before.Just some childish crushes only xD

First off I want to say the Camping event is a BIG disappointment.It was boring,tired and lame and 86&^*^*BJ^&( ~ I just should have stayed home,sleeping,being warm and comfortable. I know it was a big effort of my university organizing this event,but shiet ..... Well,may be I was sick from the start,I mean cough,runny nose +_+,sore throat,the weather also drove me nuts.Besides,I didn't have a chance to camp with my same faculty friends and shared camp with other class,I mean it lost all its meaning T___T But I know I got a right decision to go home last night.If I had stayed and slept overnight,donno what would have happened T____T One of my friend stayed and nearly died of coldness and hunger.

The only highlight was : They danced "Hey! Come on" of SHINHWA HAHAHAHA I swear I was like a crazy girl when hearing that familiar sound HAHAHA Too pitiful all of those ppl around at that time didn't know and throwing odd glares to me when I was singing along ~ Haishh,they were just DUMB T____T But what I can say,except the "Hey! Come on" song,the rest is ridiculous T____T Ok ok I'm none here criticizing ppl,but wat the f*ck they danced like freak !!! I'm not stupid comparing them with SHINHWA dear but God at LEAST .... at least... well I dunno ~ You should have watched them last night T___T Whatever ~___~

So as I said I left the camp last night ~ this morning I went out with Chi !! HAHAHA it has been 1 month since the last time I saw her HAHAHA Man we made appointment so many times but always end up delaying ~___~ Well we went eat breakfast near our High School ~ haishhh the good old days ~____~ Then we went to the park HAHAHAHA ~ We took some pics by her cellphone so they're not really nice ~ But half a loaf is better than no bread HAHAHAH
They're all PSed it's the secret ;] HAHAHA

Me and Chi ~ God we're so.... T____T And I looked stupid Y__Y

Me being scared to death ~ It was really high,really.And I scare of height. And NO,I was not trying to act like a CHILD !! I was scared ! REALLY ! SERIOUSLY !
HAHAHA ~ I'm not scared anymore HAHAHA Cause we nearly reached the ground HAHAHA
Chi ~ Being brave today ~ HAHA

Me here ~

The rests I'm so lazy to post and comment HAHAHA mayb later?? ;D

I told you this : None can replace Shinhwa in my heart.And trust me,I've never,not even ONCE I swear,had the thought finding someone to replace them.
All the tears for them,none can have
All the emotions for them,none can have
All the love,all the respect,all the loyalty for them,none will have
They will forever be in my heart,like one of the most beautiful memories I have in my life
I'm not like many fans out there,keep saying "Shinhwa is the love of my life"
No,Shinhwa to me is not love,not only love
They're something else,which cannot be described by any word in this world
And although there will be a time they not in the stage anymore,I'm still here always support them no matter what
They're Shinhwa.Eric,Minwoo,Dongwan,Hyesung,Junjin,Andy none can charge it
God made them special
I never have to hesitate from the start
I love them from the start
I choose them from the start
The part in my heart for them,there's no doubt in it

Mood : Tired to death O___O
Song for today : Sleepless beauty _ "Gravitation" anime OST

Two weeks before Christmas. Haish,everything's too fast I'm kinda scared T___T. The weather is colder and colder I just wanna sleep or nuzzle into the blanket all day (-___-;).Today I woke up realizing my throat was sore like hell T__T.There's no surprise here,ahh,no,it's been about 3 months since the last time I had a sore throat,and it's the surprise here -__- normally it only takes 2 weeks for me to have a sore throat o__o It seem become a chronic ~__~
Dam.n,the sore throat disappeared for several months and then now it re-appear at the least suspicious time.It drives me nut -__- Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh &^*Y^**VJ^^^GGH^^$$#)(#
Last Sunday my mom and I went shopping for winter stuffs.I got 2 pairs of shoes kekeke,bunch of socks,gloves;new hat,new scarf,new glass HAHAHA,new lipstick also O__O.The lipstick for my mom though -__-,I don need to use that kind of thing ~___~. Too bad I've not got a new coat as expected yet -__-; Almost my clothes for winter are short T__T shiet they make me look ridiculous ~ *sigh*
And I'm addicted to some animes recently.I don have any real interest in the general manga/anime thingies ~__~ I love REAL characters more :P I like to read mangas though :P,but just some really popular mangas released in Vietnam :) Like Doraemon,Zindo or Conan =D =D Hahaha They're all funny :x
But last weekend I started watching "Gravitation" and "Loveless".They're both shounen-ai if you wanna know XD You donno what shounen-ai is?? Go find out yourself ! HAHAHA ~ OMG They're soooo sooo good :x I just can't help watching all the episodes non stop (-___-;) Actually,I'm VERY new with Yaoi/BL anime ~__~ It's kinda strange first o__o and it's still a little weird to me now though,but I can't deny the fact that it's interesting :D
However,I'm a little picky to this kind of stuff :D I prefer anime to manga,although manga is original :D ~ cause anime is safer I think =D =D And I just watch the serie which has a REAL plot and the character look is NICE =D I mean there are some anime which ppl say very good and awesome.But when I saw some pictures of the animes,and if they looked old and ugly,I would never watch them.Like Aino ku sabi or something I don remember +_+,many ppl said it was a very very good anime, but I watched some preview and pardon me I just couldn't bear the LOOK of the characters +__+ It was creepy to me +__+ To me,when it comes to this kind of stuff,if the characters look ugly (to me though) or not smooth (if you get what I mean),I will feel nasty or disgusting.No matter how awesome the plot is. (-___-;)
"Gravitation" and "Loveless" are two of the most (if I don say the most) popular shounen-ai mangas/animes.What can I say? They're simply fantastic :x At first I thought I love Gravi more bcause it's "brighter",more human,funnier and even easier to understand. Loveless is a bit eerie?? sometimes you watch it you would be confused ~___~ But now when I finished both series,I just can’t say which I love more.They’re quite different ! Gravitation make me die of its cuteness,entertainment and all the humorous situations :x But Loveless has its unique atmosphere which no one can has,the plot is beautiful and deep.Loveless make me seriously be obssesed ~~ In Gravitation,I love Yuichi to death,I don care ppl who say he too overacts I don care I don care he’s the best too me. Sooooooooo adorable I wanna pinch his cheeks :x And I don like Yuiki >”< He’s too complicated in love it makes me tired. He’s completely different from Shoubi of Loveless,he loves one and only one,he loves and he expresses it. But RITSUKA beats ALL HAHAHA !!! Aww,he’s such a cutie yet sexy,intelligent,brave,special and ALL :x and he has kitty ears and tail that makes him unique HAHAHAHA So dam.n sexy I wanna die O___O

The OSTs of both anime ROCK !! Soo sooo soo good ~ especially Loveless ~ And it’s the OST that make me be obssesed :x From Gravi I love Glaring dream,Sleepless beauty,From Loveless I love ALL of the songs <3333.>

But then there’s still one thing which annoys me ~ It’s the ending ~ Dam.n it ppl say it ending so just make it be the REAL ending !! Have I ever told you that the thing I hate the most is the “OPEN” ending??? I’m a simple person and I want an ending with all its meaning. Loveless make me pissed the most !!!!!! Shiet I just can’t get anything from it !!! What will happen with Ritsuka and Shoubi?? Ritsuka’s just 12 !!! And the last episode named “Endless” T___T Dam.n T___T There’re some hopes there will be Loveless 2 but some ppl say it’s impossible ~ Shiet T____T More ! I want more !!! T__T I’ve not had enough of Risuka yet o___o;

--- Oh I must go right now ~___~ Will be back and edit it later o__o

It’s almost Christmas already ~ Last Christmas was the most boring Xmas I’ve had. This year seems not different. We intend to have HC Reunion again, due to the Come back special of Hoi oppa =D. But then I’m too busy to have a party at that time *sigh* ~~ I don wanna say nonsense thing,but really,this year is the hardest year of ever to me.You don believe it but I swear there’s nothing in this year I’m satisfied with.Everything is a BIG disappointment,everything is against me.There’s even no happy time,well,there is I guess,but I can’t remember them anymore...

I’m really tired I can’t take it any longer. Just want this year to end as fast as possible.But then again,will everything be different in the new year? Or it’s still horrible as hell like that? The weather has been real cold recently,and it just makes me feel more lonely and pathetic than ever.It sounds like I’m a depressed person,and feel bad for everything I have,but trust me,I’m more optimistic than you are ;) ~ Sometimes I just couldn’t function why a thing would turn out so badly like that? It was too incomprehensible,which made me feel ridiculous.What did I do? Am I that bad? Did I hurt someone? Did I say something horrible? I’m not the most innocent girl in this world,and of course I DID hurt someone ,here or there ! But Did I deserve it?

I’m good .. I believe it

Actually,my life was never like that before.I mean I too had difficulties,but after each year,there was always something I was satified with,this or that... always.. Now I feel like I’m being punished,there were so many times I was too pissed off I just could not understand what was happening and why everything was just so bad like that..Why? Why? Why? Always the same question,spinning crazily in my head ~

I can’t handle it..I’m tired... I just wanna explode

And really I now don know what’s exactly I can expect in.What do I have afterall? Like always,studying is my strength.But as the worst year in history as it is,school just makes me more tired,if don say,it makes the most stress to me.

Now I’m counting down impatiently for the new year to come. And I don dare to know wat the f*ck reason make me have the hope everything will charge in the next year ~ Why I have to know anyway? At least I have a thing to do ~ Just one second make me forget everything out there is precious

Tomorrow is another day afterall.

Yeah,I’m ok

12/7 EDIT :

Haishhhhhh.I’ve just re-read all the things I wrote yesterday.It’s true that’s this year is so hard and everything is so mean to me. But who cares? Who am I? I’m not the best,I’m not even that good compared to couple of ppl out there,but I can live through all those things.They’re just nothing,it’s the beginning and I speak like a pathetic loser already??

I have so many things to do,so many people who care for me and love me with all their hearts. Although all the things I wanna do are not amazing as the things other ppl can do,although I’m loved by just a few ppl, I’m still happy. Cause I know I’ll never be alone,ever and ever.I still have my parents,my little stupid dongseng,who care about me no matter what,who never THINK when loving me. And also my grandparents,I’m just sooo soo happy to have them beside me.I have a perfect family,everybody is just good and all.I never have to complain this or that.And I know until the day I die,they’re still the most important persons to me,the whole world can hate me but my dear family.

Friends? I still have my 2 best friends : Chi who sometimes scares me a little lol =D but can go anywhere I want her to go and understand me amazingly and Linh hoi oppa who always always be my best friend,whom I’ll never have to worry when I’m beside her ~~ lol ~ Then I still have HC,a big GANG with crazy crazy girls =D I love you I love you =D University has just started and I don ask a punch of friend.HC became best friends in the last year of High School,didn’t we?? Anyway,I still have Van,who’s sometimes sooo silly and shy funnily but always chooses my first =D And then some friends whom I really like =D

Things? I have TONS of thing !~ I have to finish my exam next month,don’t I ?? ~__~ I still have some works for English Club,don’t I ~ Further,I have to learn Korean.And how can I forget to mention “PIG PROJECT” it’s may b lame to someone but not me ~ It’s a bit dreamy but I know I can do it.Starting a job is always in my list,I just have to choose the right time. Money is always a big big problem. And by the way talking about money,I have to find a way to buy Shinhwa’s stuff too,the first spot in my list right now is the Seoul DVD Concert :x. I’m not scared to even rob the bank to have a copy =D

See? It’s so soo soo many even I’ve not finished yet ~ I know it,I’m not too optimistic to forget all the sadness and obstacles out there,but what’s the point of being so pathetic and keeping complaining about everything? Everything is just there,no matter what you think and feel.It’s just the matter of your attitude.I just can’t be cowardly like that forever,because afterall I still have to face them and deal with them~ ~ What’s the difference here??

I still have to live right? I’m just too young and my future is just too long for me to sound like a loser like that.

But I know it. I have to DO,not just sitting here and speaking empty words.

Just do it already.

Mood : PROUD
Song for today : Once in a life time _ Shinhwa :x

Trust me,I'm the most patient person you can find in the world when it comes to THAT .. I can wait,1 years ..2 years it doesn't matter.Good thing is everything just goes on EXACTLY like I imagined ~ God it makes me sound like an evil,but again trust me,it's ALWAYS TRUE when it comes to THAT...
And suddenly I can't help but being dam.n proud of THEM. I donno but really,it's my feeling right now.THAT'S my ****,I freaking proud of YOU.And seriously until this moment I can understand completely why I ADMIRED THEM from the START.It just like the only one miracle in my life..

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I know it !! I know from the START !!

And *** you poor thing,GIVE UP THAT disgusting creature ~ SERIOUSLY ~ I'm serious like hell you have no idea ~ I don care you NEED it,you WANT it or (*^*GHIU^%#$^b IT'S DISGUSTING !!! AND it's 1000000x % NOT good for you ~ Shiet,don disgust me with THAT thing.I'll vomit all the things I have in my tummy ~ Geez >"< >"< ~ I wish I were your mother o__o; I wish I were your girlfriend O___O So I can STOP you ... I feel helpless what I can do now :( Dam.n it

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So yesterday I couldn’t upload the caps of Minwoo from “Holly Daddy” movie . Well Basically I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING AT ALL !!!!! Shiet really I’m tired of my precious but STUPID FREAKY DAM.NED COMPUTER ~ What’s else can be more freaky than IT?? WTF I’m really pissed off I can’t take it anymore

~ It's slow and always STUCK and always making eerie TROUBLES ~ Can you believe it ? Yesterday I had to download 4 TIMES for the movie “Formula17” Shiet ~!!! So the movie is about 600MB BUT in FACT I HAD to downloaded almost 1 GB!!! I almost cried cause all I could do was CRY AND HELPLESS !! O__O when will I would give up this FREAK ??? >"< Why all this kind of thing always make troubles to my family?? The cable ! The TV ! The telephone AND especially the stupid COMPUTER?? There’s no time when all these horrible creatures work probably at the same time !!! !!! always well ALWAYS one of those things be freaky !!!! Should I add that the computer’ve backed up the 6th time of this year last month????

Ok continue T__T So I couldn’t upload the caps of Minwoo ~ I wanna watch this movie so badly ~ Minwoo looks so HOT and many ppl told he did a best job at the first time as an actor ~ But when I heard the movie made many fans cry too T___T Dam.n that’s why I hesitate T_____T I can't control myself frankly, I don want to be a MESS after watching it ~ The last time I cried was when watching "13 going on 30" HAHAHAHA,I told you it's a COMEDY movie,not quite comedy but ya well .. T___T But I cried,too T___T.. Shiet T___T I should call N Anh and watch this movie together ~___~

Oh well Minwoo in this movie is HOT HOT HOT HOT His smile... T____T ,so if you wanna know how charming he is,see this :

MINWOO YOU SENSELESS MURDERER !!! HAHAHAHAA

And this one is for Junjin cause I've never posted a pic of him since his single was released ~ Sorry Jinjin T__T
Awww so cute T__T