24.1.07

Mood : Bored
Song for today : Very beautiful _ Shinhwa



What can I do now? Chinese is really really useful and there's no doubt it will help me make good profit in the future,like seriously nowadays Chinese is everywhere and I'm just waiting for the day this country owns this whole little world -____-; But I WANT to learn Korean,heck and if I want to apply the scholarship in Korea next year,learning Korean is a MUST !~ *sigh* I've not told my parents about my plan yet,my dad don like Korea geez I mean he ALWAYS switches the channel if there's a Korean drama on F*ck that and he's just like I want to learn Korean just because of some handsome/hot/cool Korean guys,and he always think all the stuffs in my computer ARE bullshi.t. AND as a super stubborn daughter as I am,the more he hates them,the more time I spend for these stuffs HAHAHA ~

K, and everything turns out more complicated when my mom jumped in and said that I should learn Japanese, that Japanese is everywhere in my country right now, AND I have to admit, I DO like Japanese too -____-;

So what now? I CAN’T learn 2-3 languages at the same time, I’m SLOW and STUPID and my poor little brain can’t handle all those languages at a time. Not to mention my main language in school is still English -___-;

May be I’ll learn Japanese first, then Korean, Chinese has to wait if I don say I won’t learn this language. Everything has its own limit -___-;

But Japanese, Korean or what, I still have to take some extra courses soon, I can’t be lazy like this anymore. I feel like everybody around me going forward really fast while I’m still here, slow like a turtle. My friend will take me to a .. well I dunno, a place where I can earn money o.O a job or something she hasn’t explained clearly +_+ I’m not really sure but I’m thinking about mentioning my dad to find me a job. He’s good at it lol and he knows a lot of people may be he can help =D INEEDMONEY!!!!!

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Shinhwa’s killing me -___-; The Concert DVD, the vol8 special edition, and now the Winter Story 06-07 album, the Minwoo DVD concert, the Minwoo new single, Hyesung new single AND now Dongwan said he wanted to go solo too O____O If only the amount of money didn’t that much when converted from $ to VND O___O

Dongwan solo ~___~ I dunno I should support this or what, no I mean I’ll always support them no matter what but going solo also means the time to Shinhwa will be reduced once again ~ Haish -__-“ I understand them though, 2 years go to the army and when they come back, everything’ll not be the same ~ I also understand they don’t have much time left so they wanna do everything they’ve not done yet ~___~ Aigooo~

2 years. What’s about marrying?? +__+ I swear at least 2 or 3 members don even have girlfriends right now -___-; Nothing’s perfect ~ I just wish all the best for them no matter what they do ~

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I’m trying to make 100 icons but it seems impossible to me O___O I also want to make a poster to join the contest in SHCJ, I have the idea but don know where to start O___O

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New skin 8D

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Seriously I need to STOP sleeping nonstop +________+

13.1.07


Mood : Sore
Song for today : Ayumi Hamasaki _ Rainy day

I dunno what prevent me from blogging more regularly -___-; May b everything is just normally boring,nothing much too say -___-;
Last Thursday was HELL,I tumbled down 2 times just in 1 day,the first time I tripped and fallen head first,the 2nd time was when I drove my friend to her house and I couldn't even function a thing I just knew I fallen off my motorbike and PANG !
The worse thing is the place where I fallen was pretty dirty,mud or something I dunno it was just really muddy and all.My clothes were all sticky and dirty,so were my shoes and my bag ~ Ye,that's it.I drove home,trying hard to ignore all the odd glares ppl thrown at me,pure embarrassment +__+ But the point is : it WAS hurt,like seriously it was the time I fallen harder than anytime in my life before,and 2 times I have to remind you.
It was sore,I'm still black and blue all over now -__-",especially my knees which swollen so badly ~ WTF !
So I'm off school yesterday and today HAHAHAHA -___-; I have to admit I'm little scared thinking about motorbike right now -___-;
These recent days I've been trying to create a webpage for HC,I mean a place to post all the pics we've taken before,they've become a HUGE collection until now ~_~ But finding a free domain and host is not that easy,I want to spend some $ to buy them but shiet I don have credit card or anything like that ~____~ Besides the HTML thingie is killing me +__+ I told you I'm not the type being good at complicated thing +_+ and I'm too impatient to read all the instructions +_+ Anyway,I'm still trying +___+
Tet is coming and I dunno when I will have enough money to buy the Seoul DVD ~__~ I feel so pathetic -___-;


P/S : My blog's now served at a new address :
shinhinm.co.nr

4.1.07

Sometimes I'm so stupid I have to laugh at myself.I always know I can't help being effected by all the circumstances around,so why do I just keep caring too much about everything?? Why? Why do I always let all the bullshi.t out there bother me,make me upset? Why don't I just be a normal person,care about normal things,meet normal people,do normal works?
I told myself I had to be patient and unhasty ~ But what am I doing and thinking? I just act like a child who can cry every time he's not unpleased? They're none of my business ~ or else they're nothing near the things can effect me ~ F*ck them all !~ But I'm such a moron that's what I am,being disturbed by nothing.
I should just have snuggled in my warm blanket,enjoy Woodong fanfics,eat whatever I want,being alone and all.It's much more peaceful and safer than being here and annoyed by nonsense things.
Ya ~