Sometimes I'm so stupid I have to laugh at myself.I always know I can't help being effected by all the circumstances around,so why do I just keep caring too much about everything?? Why? Why do I always let all the bullshi.t out there bother me,make me upset? Why don't I just be a normal person,care about normal things,meet normal people,do normal works?
I told myself I had to be patient and unhasty ~ But what am I doing and thinking? I just act like a child who can cry every time he's not unpleased? They're none of my business ~ or else they're nothing near the things can effect me ~ F*ck them all !~ But I'm such a moron that's what I am,being disturbed by nothing.
I should just have snuggled in my warm blanket,enjoy Woodong fanfics,eat whatever I want,being alone and all.It's much more peaceful and safer than being here and annoyed by nonsense things.
Ya ~