Here I am ~ again *sigh*,ya,me here. Again !
I admit,I was pretty upset when I wrote the previous entry ~ I was like... wanna die or kill something o__o I almost stressed at that time -___- felt really bad about everything ~ I don want to complain anymore,or talk abt THAT anymore ~ I'm sick of it and yah,I don care abt it ~ DON care it A BIT
As I said,life is beautiful when you look at its bright side ~ I'm trying. And I think it really can help. I feel much more better now :) Thanks God I'm a optimistic person -__- ~ Okay,I'm a MOODY girl o______0 ~ But still,I've never been depressed for a long time -___-
It have been 2 weeks since my first day in University,I swear it's boring like HELL ~ boring than High school abt 10x times o___o;; ALL the general stuffs o____o Except some subjects,the rests are incredibely horrible o___o ~ What's the hell in this world fetilizers for?? I mean WTF?? o___o;; Not to mention today I sucked at BADMINTON class o___o ~ I feel helpless T.T
But anyway,university is fun in its own way.C'mon,it's just 2 weeks isn't it ~ I have a long way to go still -___-
Today was my FIRST communication skills class ~ It was kinda weird to me o___o;;~ But I believe it will help me alot to improve myself. It's time to act,say and live like a mature girl ~ Yah,maaaaturrrre girl -___- Time to deal with all those stuffs -___- I still think I'm a kid though o____o;; I feel helpless o__o (again T.T)
The next 2 month,I will have my first exams in University,I still have no clue 0___0 ~ I'm scare to death ~ What if I fail??? T__T I hate MATHS T___T and I hate BADMINTON T___T ~ Why all those kind of stuffs dun give me up?? Why they have to chase me all the time and kill me ?? T__T Hope nothing horrible will happen to me T___T I'm a kid dun hurt me T__T
*sign*,I still 2 YEARS,and too many things to deal. But I'm ok,yah,afterall,I'm ok


Everything's gonna be find :x


Quote of the day : This is from Shinhwa's " Without you" lyric,it's kinda sad T__T ~ It's too sad and hurtful that even I don understand the whole REAL feeling,still I felt tears stung in my eyes T_T Why life is always not easy and why love sometimes hurts people so bad? T___T
"it felt like you were going to call
it just felt like that today so all day
i didn't meet anyone and i stayed home waiting
i knew after i waited all night
i knew after i cried for a long time
that now you weren't going to call
waiting is no use now"
That's it T__T ~