Creep
When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special You're so fucking special
But I 'm a creep, I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
She's running out again She's running out ....
Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want
You're so fucking special I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here I don't belong here.
So today I read that writing diary daily is a good habit,and almost none know my blog anyway =D So yeah,I will try to write 1 entry per day =D You know I'm lazy like hell T__T AND my life is full of randoms and boring and terrible and %%&%V*())*### things T__T
I went with Van (my new good friend in university =D) to her uncle's house,she'll have her new computer T_T I'm so jealous T_T I need a new computer so badly it hurt T________T !! My computer is such a b*tch T_____T Can you believe it?? I have to have it repaired 3 times already,in abt,hmm,2 months!!! WTF?? And the last time was just last week T__T And my computer is almost BLANK o_____o;; AGAIN o___o ALL my softwares ! ALL my files !! It pissed me off sooo much o___o ~ Cause you donno how hard to download from STUPID clubbox T__T AND how to find all the softwares T.T I feel like hell !!!!! AND it's not the ending T.T I lost ALL my PS stuffs o___o ALL my texts,ALL my brushes T_T ALL my texture and %%*%GJH^%&%$$ I just wanna die o____o WTF??? -_____-
And I also want a camera though,not exactly a camera T.T You know, the thing can be USB,play video and music,take pics and record T.T I want to be a camwhore T__T My walkman is somewhere I dunno and my MP3 is always stupid T_T ~ I need money $__$ huhuuhu ~ T____T
And I'm on a diet o___o AGAIN ~ i'm too fat o___o I feel like a pig o___o Shiettttt o___o Why do I have to be on diet anyway?? o___o I mean WTF i like chubby person o___o I 100% HATE skinny person ~ They have something makes me want to kick their asses T__T Hyesung is skinny BUT his face looks chubby !! But well you know,ppl dun want to be fat OR be called fat ~ AND i'm TOO fat,not just fat T__T So well... T_T
I'm tired,the weather is fucking hot and annoy T_T And i'm sick of ALL the boring subjects in University ~ Well,except something,I'm sick of everything T___T
I've bought 2 new books ~ They're excellent ^^ That kind of books that help you improve urself and be better ~ Oh well,it's extremely interesting , meaningful,useful and helpful ~ Have not finished them yet ~ but will soon =D Tomorrow I'll bring them to my class and read !!!! Muhahaha ~ Fertilizers make me sick T__T What's the hell they're for?? I don want to be a makerter in a fertilizer company anyway T__T
I just wanna sleep and eat o____o ~ But i'm on a diet,aren't I o___o ~
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